As Olivia approached the old wooden bench she took one last
deep breath before turning to sit.
For a warm spring night in Virginia, the seat felt fairly cold to her
skin as she sat, crossing her right leg over her left. Sam slowly took the seat next to
her. Originally sitting a bit too
close for Olivia’s liking but he slid back a few inches before turning to look up
at her.
“Do you remember the first night we found this spot?” Sam
asked. Olivia searched his face to
see whether or not he was genuinely unsure if she remembered. It upset her that
he could actually think, for even one second, that she didn’t remember that
night. If she wanted to she could tell him that he was wearing a navy blue
hooded sweatshirt and his white baseball cap turned backwards. She could tell him that his face had
burned slightly from standing in the sun during his lacrosse game. She could even tell him that she could
still picture the exact smile he gave to her when he finished
carving their names into the tree.
She didn’t tell him that though.
Sticking with her short but stern replies she simply
answered, “I do”. She could see a
flicker of pain in his eyes at her impassive answer but her face remained
fixed. “What about it?” she asked.
Inhaling deeply, he turned away for a moment to look back at
the tree. “When I was carving
those letters, I knew that I loved you.
I tried to tell you that night but I couldn’t”. Sam turned back to look at Olivia’s
face as she sat there motionless.
Continuing on, this time with his eyes towards the ground, “I always
thought this was it. You and me. I
want you to know that.” Clearing
his throat, he looked up, straight into her eyes this time, “I want you to know that for a long
time every time I passed this tree I thought about that night and how happy you
made me”.
Olivia felt her eyes beginning to fill with water. She quickly battered her eyelashes,
holding back the tears she knew would come later and hoping that Sam hadn’t
noticed the internal struggle she had just briefly went through.
Finally, she broke her silence.
Finally, she broke her silence.
AH!! What does she say?!
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